I know, I know, it's early to talk about Christmas, but I have to share this while it's fresh on my mind.
My mother knit our Christmas stockings. For as long as I can remember, we've had these stockings. No one else I knew had anything like them, and they were big.
When we got married my mom made stockings for our spouses, then our children, then our children's spouses, and then our grandchildren (to clarify: my grandchildren, I'm the only one who has them so far). Years ago I talked mom into making some for her and my dad. Over the years she's made them for some other people who are special to her. The stocking has our name at the top. The ones above are the Grandma and Grandpa ones that she made for herself and my dad.
The stocking is made from the top down, so the name comes first. My mom never made the stocking until the baby was born, just to be sure she had the final name chosen. My son Ray was born on the 16th of December, and Beth was born on the 17th. They had their stockings by Christmas, and the stockings had to be mailed from California. I think every grandchild born in December had theirs by Christmas.
One last piece of background information. In my home as a child the stockings were never hung by the fireplace until Christmas Eve. In my home as the wife and mother, I hang the stockings on the fireplace as soon as the decorations are up. I want everyone to see them for as long as possible. We all love our stockings.
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| 1966 - the first picture I could find with the stockings. Left to right: Diane, Cheryl, Tweeter |
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| 1986 - our family Christmas picture. Clockwise from left: Audrey, Diane, Ray, Debra, Ray |
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| Audrey, Debra, Ray |
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| Audrey |
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| Debra |
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| Ray |
A few years ago we all realized that my mom would not be able to knit stockings for all the upcoming grandchildren. I suggested she make some stockings that are blank on the top and I would cross-stitch the names on when needed. So now I have half a dozen "blank" stockings in my closet.
But my mom can't really do this kind of knitting any more. So when we moved her to Utah last January I had an eagle eye out for the stocking pattern. I figured one of my daughters could make stockings, or we could find someone who knits to make them for us. (I crochet, I don't knit). No pattern was to be found. I swear I looked through every single piece of paper in that house looking for that pattern. I was desperate and discouraged. No pattern. I just could not figure out what could have happened to it. For me, it's one of the most valuable things my mother had. There are so many memories wrapped up in those stockings.
A little over a week ago I was searching for a picture of my dad in his military uniform. I got out all ten boxes of my parents things that I have stored here at my house. One box was labeled with counted cross-stitch fabric and threads. I put it aside, thinking I would donate it, as my mom can't do it anymore. Later I opened the box and briefly glanced through it. A piece of green yarn caught my eye. I pulled it out, and it was the yarn used to make the stockings. I started to cry. There was the red yarn too. I pulled it out, and underneath that yarn was the pattern. I couldn't believe it. I had not packed that box - I think my parents did. I never thought I would be so emotional about it, but it took me a while to compose myself.
This year I already have my Christmas miracle.